Archive for June, 2012


2 more days before I leave your hometown, Oklahoma. I look out from car’s window on the way to Marlow, try to memorize everything in my memory. So I can remember everything about your hometown. I am not sure whether I can come here again, Baby 😦 I hope I can remember every details as much as I remember you, Love

Sayangku,
Adakah engkau di padang yang luas itu?
Adakah engkau di rerimbunan pohon?
Adakah engkau bersama angin yang bertiup kencang
kala malam datang?
Adakah engkau bersama sapi – sapi di padang itu

Kucari dirimu disana, sayangku
Aku berharap melihat dirimu di sana
Aku merindukanmu, sayangku

Oklahoma dengan padang rumputnya yang luas
hamparan rumput kering dan sapi sapi warna hitam
mengingatkanku akan dirimu, sayangku
kaulah yang mengenalkanku dengan pemandangan Oklahoma
kehidupan cowboy yang dulu
aku liat di film TV kala aku masih anak anak

Kini, semua begitu hampa tanpamu
Bahkan padang rumput itupun terlihat sunyi dan sepi
Begitu pedih hati dan mata ini
tiap kali melewati padang rumput itu
Meranggas seperti hati ku saat ini

Aku merinduimu, sayangku
Dengan penuh kepedihan aku panjatkan doa untukmu
Semoga engkau tenang di alam sana
dan membantuku tetap tegar memandang masa depan
Tanpamu

“Home”

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
‘Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

It’s been 2 days in a row raining in Comanche and Duncan. So much for summer time, that you always said 2 years a ago when we were here. That summer in 2010, the first time you took me to Oklahoma, rain pouring down from the sky. You complaint all day long 🙂

and today, it’s raining again, since morning. Since yesterday.
The sky is grey, as grey as my heart 😦
I hold my tears twice today
I feel lonely and sad, baby
I miss you here with me 😦 😦

Been a while since you gone
44 days since you away from me
My heart still bleeding
My heart still hurt
I am missing in every breath that I take
I keep on saying
” I wish you were here with me, Love”

When will my aching heart be better again?
Maybe won’t be heal
as there’s nobody can heal my aching heart
but you, Love

Baby,
Are you there in the wind
that blows the meadows?
Are you there in those pastures?
Are you there with the cows?

I look out to the meadow
with the hope to see you there
My heart hurt to see the open land
in Oklahoma
The place where you used to belong

My heart break remembering the time
That we used to spent together here

I cannot hold my tears
Whenever I passed the place that we used to go
The place we used to eat together

Baby, don’t you hear my heart calling for you?
My heart feels so heavey every day remember you

Will I see you in my dream tonight?
So that I can tell how much I miss you
How much I want to tell you many stories
of the lonely nights I spent alone
of my broken heart

Baby, please help me to ease the sorrow inside me
Help me to dry my tears
So that I can smile again to you
I love you so much, Baby

Baby,
I wanna go home to our house
to the place where we used to be together
Where we cooked together
Where we laughed together
Where we spent our time together all the time

I miss our home, Love
I miss you deeply…

I am here alone
in your hometown
and I am missing our home

Where can I find our home again, Baby?
The house isn’t the same anymore
as you are not there anymore
to greet me
to hug me
to kiss me

No more you to cook the breakfast for me
No more you to watch TV together
No more you who said
“I love you more today than yesterday…”

It’s not our house anymore, Love
As the house feel so empty now…
As empty as my heart

I love and miss you, Baby
I see you in my dream tonight

Summer Rain

Another rainy day today in Duncan. I know Oklahoma needs the rain, but not me 😦 Rainy day makes me sad and missing you the most. I do wish you were here with me now, Love! I miss you dearly… 😦